Selling my Soul to the Devil

Weird weird weird weird day. My.... Mom's cousins and their mother are visiting. I went food stuff shopping with them. I am starving now for some Macaroni and Cheesein those shell shapes. STARVING!!!

My muse i think has died again... I't rather sad really. I hope I get a new one soon... I sense one being born from one of the Manga's I got today. I got Tarot Cafe vol 1(done but the amazing Sang-Sun Park who did Les Bijoux)  and Lagoon Engine vol one (done by the DNAngel lady). O the talon world has been calling I want to write more introspective Rants. Maybe Nika's...

Okay explination Time. Why do i have two stories where one charater is named Nika. Long Story but the short end of it was i was in 5th grade and i needed a name for a person who did not have a name, so i went with Nika. later Via was added as a last name. This also became my standard screen name and email address. Then i started writing way way way more and The name shifted. In Talon world she is Nika Ferrier and in the ANGELS world she is Nikavia Grycland who later becomes Nika Via. If one name is goign to change it is going to be Nika Ferrier becasue Nika has meaning in ANGELS world so neh. (there are also two Ezrays and two Logans coincidently sorta not really in the same worlds. I'll try to keep them sorted out.)

Anyway i have finished pages 1-75 of The Sound and the Fury. I thought it to be quite interesting. It makes me want to color. I want to paint pretty pictures now... Deviant art nyssa Deviant Art.

I have also learned that i have not life. It's Sad really. It kinda makes me paranoid. Huh... who'd of thunk?

Anyway Today is my Two Week aniversary. YAY!!! i should dance... or something... will write i think. My new muse is a think versus a person so it is kinda hard to die. Tarot Cards... Very Hard to kill. So lets run with that  idea accomapnied by angry children and see who's psyche i get mixed up in shall we.

Anyway (that's three times i've used that word) i think i'm Dying. Quick explination on the Title(?) of this entry. I've been... crazy latly and feeling kinda... moody.... dead... NUTS... you know. And so i think the title is reflecting my inner psychopath who is currently clawing at my ribcage and making me want to do bad things...

Anyway (4)now that i have suffeciently creeped everyone out Nighto. It's late.